Hello fellow readers of a'qilah's blog.
i'm Haziqah and i'm her super awesome new friend, wait correction, bestfriend!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
haha, i love her as much as i love myself (it's super duper a lot okay) !
hahaha, so people, be nice to her because she is the nicest person on earth you can ever meet!
happy reading fellow muslims out there (:
salam.
Visit me here if you wish to!
I've lost my skills of wearing a Hijab properlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ):
And my Hijab pins are ruining my pretty pretty shaylas and square Hijabssssssssss ):
BABAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WANT MONEYYY! I WANT NEW HIJABSSSSSSSS !!!!
I'm tired.
Oh yes, I'll stop bitching; enough is enough.
Bye.
I AM MAKING AN EFFORT HERE. There's no time to be hard-hearted and egoistic in a friendship and it's up to you now to think through this and decide if you want to make it work.
A'qilah Saiere.
Al7mdulillah, all went well. :) If only I attended today's class but I couldn't find a way to actually divide myself into several pieces.
Soon, I shall master the skill of doing that Insya'Allah. lol.
I <3 MSS and the sisterssssss (:
The Ukhwah shall not end here!
It just started. heh. Allah Ma3k Ya Ikhwateee.
A'qilah Saiere.
SOOOO After a looooooooooooooooooong weeek of projects after projectss we finally reached FRIDAY (:
And Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah, I received my parcel from Jordannnnn (Ukhti Nada)
Shukran Shukran Shukran 7bibtyyyyy! B7bekkkkk :):) <3<3<3
She got me 2 gorgeous Jilbabs, 2 gorgeous Hijabs and a tiny lil card to say hi from Jordan hehehe. Is that cute or whaaaaaaaaaaaat. :)
That totally made my week Subhana'Allah.
It's been horandous but Masha'Allah Allah sure is great.
When He closes a window, He opens up a door.
And thank youuuu Sis Ziqah! for helping me with my MS Access! :) Masha'Allah, idk what I'd have done without your help 7bibty :)
Oh and Ukhti Milah Shukran for Lunch! Happy B'day!
I HAVE SOOO MUCH HAPPENING TMR! Yallah ease it out for me InsyaAllah.
I'm running from the east to well, another part of the east and then run all the way to the end of the east side and run back to the east and then well another part of the east. LOL.
Not making any sense am I?
LOL.
I'm just gng to be all over tmr. but Insya'Allah Khayr.
Thank you Allah for making me Muslim and for the sisters You've blessed me with :) Al7mdulillah.
Courseworks are piling up. Screw E-learning week. No one said studying from home was better than being in school!
I LOVE SCHOOL ): I MISS SITTING AT THE MUSSOLAH FOR 5 HOURS ): lol.
Going for attachment tmr. God knows, what I should expect.
I'm feeling horribly drained. Just super super tired and emotionally drained.
Alhamdulillah, I have great sisters and a really kind brother there for me.
Thank you Syahida for making me laugh despite the whole tense situation.
Thank you Ziqah for hearing me out earlier.
Thank you Sofia for always always being the positive person that you are.
AND Thank you Tsusuuuuu for finally making me feel that I have an elder sister right with me.
Oh and Thank you Brother W for the kind advices and for having been a great listening ear. Quit whatever that you're doing and be a counsellor, trust me; you'll make an amazing one! :)
I love you sisters very very much. May Allah be with you girls always. Ameen.
We need time to understand each other's situation now. Give me a break like how I'm giving you a break. Let's give each other a break because I don't want a break up.
P.S SCREW DHL! Customer Service s*cks! :@
A'qilah Saiere.
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the whole situation. I’m tired of this.
I’m tired of hanging on; hanging on to something that seems to not be leading anywhere that’d benefit both of us.
When I was taking Islam as an entirety, all the sisters that I could relate to were not physically with me. They were all scattered across the United Kingdom. I asked from Allah to let me meet a sister that’d share the same thoughts and opinions with me about Islam, the Muslim world and the other half of the suffering Ummah & then you came along. We knew each other, just never thought we’d cross each other’s paths again after we left school. Ever since, sure we had our little differences but we never let it affect our friendship. I feared that me starting college will bring us apart. but you assured me that all will be fine; you told me “I’ll keep holding on, as long as you are”
And I never let go of that faith. Where’s yours?
You’re asking me to not speak of my happiness because it makes you feel dejected and useless. What happened to “I’m happy, when you are?”
Before I entered college, I prayed to Allah to let me meet sisters who are good muslimahs who would not only be friends but people He’d want me to be friends with; people who would guide me into becoming a more independent and confident person; more importantly people who will guide me into becoming a better muslimah.
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulilllah, I dare to say now that He has answered my prayers. I’m around a circle of sisters who are but all I could ask for as friends.
I love them with my whole heart I do; we share the same joy and happiness while we’re around each other. We’re able to comprehend how one another feels. It might seem that we’ve only known each other for 1 month and probably it’s too early to tell; but I never believed that friendship is built on time; rather, it builds over time.
& I love my sisters the way they love me. (including my ukhti tsusu); I’d stand up for them like how I’d stand up for you, I’ll be there for them like how I’ll be there for you and they mean to me in their own special ways like how you mean to me in your own special way.
Let me ask you just one question. As you were reading this post, did you feel happy that I’ve finally made some true friends or were you burning with anger and envy that I decided to spill the contents of my heart?
Friendship isn’t based on how long you’ve known a person; it’s all about how much you trust that person.
Trust me.
A’qilah Saiere.
